Leaving
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Have you found out the secret?
My secret?
There used to be a time when our lifes were intertwined. Don’t lie.
I’m sorry for all the things I’ve done. I must have been rude, right? It’s just that I didn’t even notice it. I used to live in my own world, believe me, so I’m not conscious of the fact that the things I say, the things I do, may and are often offending to others. So I didn’t know that I may have offended you.
I’m sorry.
I’m tired of all this. Perhaps I may feel happy with you at times but it’s all temporary. I get sick, tired, upset and angry often around you. I feel that I have a responsibilty as a friend to cheer you up, not piss you off. But it’s so hard when my every action, my every expression could trigger you off. I’m just like you – hot-tempered. I get angry easily too.
Please understand that I am only human.
I don’t expect you to leave me. You are much more appreciated by the world than I am. If someone must leave, it would be me. That would be the right answer. Alright then. The battle is over. I shall leave, and never come back.
Funny how such an impromptu decision can be so determined.
It’s like we didn’t know each other the past year before. We can continue being friends but the feeling is different. We can never be as close as we were again. I won’t blame anyone because I know that it was partially my fault too.
Now that I think of it, we were never close. We were never broken apart. I should not mention this, but – were we even friends?
Goodbye.
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Gonna watch Jo Kwon and Ga In (Adam Day)’s WGM.
Bye~
