Fml.

The tears has dried
It’s now time to move on

Fuck my life.

They say bad luck happens thrice in a row. I had bad luck twice already.
Firstly, I don’t know how to do my maths. Out of 6 questions, I could only complete 1.
Secondly, I lost the binder thingy for my maths file.
Actually there was a third one – I ran out of pages for my Maths 1 and needed another exercise book but my house don’t fucking have one.

I’m tired. But I don’t feel like sleeping. No, wait I do want to sleep. But I’m scared after I slept I won’t wake up for school earlier and ask people how to do maths and my project work. Fuck la, Renwei said he’d torture me during the badminton grading thing if I don’t do my portion of work for PW. I don’t even understand a rat’s fuck about what they explaining to me about can. They treat me like idiot like that.

What’s more I won’t get enough sleep anyway, so why not I use the laptop till dawn and “wake up” to eat breakfast, catch an earlier bus and be the first to reach school.
FUCK MY LIFE LA.
There’s CO from 2 to 5PM later. Which means I’d miss Music Bank. -.- Luckily SHINee already had their goodbye stage on Music Bank (and Music Core and Inkigayo and to all those programmes, actually) or else I’d sure be very angry. Hah.
Never mind. Sleep during recess and lunch lor. Pro right me.

My stupid life, I hate it.
I don’t think SHINee would like someone who swear as much as me but I really can’t take it any longer. I wonder if they ever felt like this. Has Taemin ever cried because of his maths sums?
I guess I’d never know. I bet Minho has never done that. Hmm. What about Onew, Key and Jonghyun? Haha I’d leave it up to my imaginations.

Bye. Maybe surfing the net a lil longer. :)

P.S I think I’m going crazy because I don’t see the point in going to school, studying, and doing my homework after the exams. Yeah I sense a rebellion. :D The wild side of me hahaaaaa.

Stupid idiots

Hello :D
Sigh Lit paper tomorrow. Last paper. Dk what I’m doing here for like, 2 hours instead of revising?!
Getting back maths too. Wth nuuuuu Idw. I think I’d cry liao lor. ):

Going online to buy a Banc watch with Alissa tomorrow too. We’re getting couple watches.
Want to buy SHINee name-tags. Cheapest things I can find.
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Anyway.
I hate those stupid retarded idiotic childish petty spastic NA/NT pupils who came to pester all the 2I1-rians. -.- Please la, just fuck off, you have absolutely NO AUTHORITY whatsoever to even come into our class as you wish okay? Not even to stand outside the door. Or speak through the windows, touch our banner, open/close our doors and windows.
OKAY, RETARDS?
Not even being mean here.
‘Cos they deserve this la like seriously. You think we liked them walking in the corridor continuously during lesson times? I can’t concentrate on the lessons when they do that. What’s more they fucking whistle or make stupid distracting noises. Stupid sia, go back to your classroom and whistle all you want, we don’t fucking care. Just don’t do it on our floor la! Shen jing bing!
And don’t come and fight with us lor. We are civilized people, not sot diao people like you, we use words, not fists. In this society, fists are NOTHING. Papers matter :) All those lawsuits, university certificates. THAT’s all that matters. We don’t resort to violence because we can solve problems using our brains and not bodies.
Of course we can fight if you wanna fight with us! Huh. It’s just that:
1. We don’t want to get ourselves into trouble
2. We rather spend the time fighting studying instead
3. We just can’t be bothered to stoop to your level to fight with kids who don’t think. It only drains our energy and kills our brain cells.

Walao. They came into our class in the morning before assembly AND during recess just to look for fights. Dude, want a fight? Go get one. Just not here in 2I1. -.- Hopefully with the police, so you all can squat in the Boys/Girls’ home for years and scold all the vulgar you want. Yeah and stay there.
During the morning Kaiwei actually went into the boys’ toilet to fight with them :/ Idk what to say to that ‘cos I know Kaiwei can protect himself. Some stupid girls went in also :D To see what happens mah. I hope they kena gang-raped one day sia. ^^ Then get pregnant at the age of 14, so sad hor? Tho idc. ^^ Gang-raped, so they dk whose the baby’s father. I’d feel so sad for the girls (NOT), bearing babies with bastard fathers.
During recess they came in to create trouble again. -.-
Poor Binggeng. Felt so afraid for him when he stood up to the stupid gangster NT guy. The guy actually slapped him! HOW CAN HE SLAP SOMEONE WHO HAS NEVER EVEN DONE ANYTHING WRONG TO HIM?! Stupid sia! But Binggeng really surprised me. He punched the stupid guy back :D And even scolded him lor. ^^
Binggeng hwaiting! Binggeng rocks. So manly. HAHA.

Anyway so we closed our doors and windows. Then the main leader called up his stupid brothers to beat up BG from ‘head to toe’ sia. Stupid right? 自己没本事打架，必须call for backup. HAHA damn stupid luh. Then his ‘brothers’ all come sia, crowd outside our classroom. Eee, must go clean the corridors with detergent liao, all filled with their germs and body odour. ^^ And they kept opening our windows. I stared at one of them, who was short, fat and ugly. He said, “Cheebai.” to me. I was like, Duh? Of course I got a cheebai, then I have a lanjiao meh? Stupid idiot. :D I feel like slamming the windows down the next time they open. Then their fingers kena kiap there, haha, hope their bones break ah! ^^

Then after we came back from Geog and D&T got this guy still outside our classroom?! Damn bu yao lian la, not welcomed then jiu don’t come la, stay outside look so pathetic, like some poor beggar wanting to be accepted/given some coins. ^^ Okay la, here’s 5 cents, now fucking get out of our way can? Stupid idiot.
When we walked past him and into the class he still said, “Fuck you.” Then when I entered the classroom I was like, “Walao eh who want to fuck him? Shen jing bing.” Damn sot de right, who want to fuck him? -.- Want fuck go Geylang/your own class/whichever available place, don’t come 2I1.

Hmm damn vulgar la they, influence me also. Tsk.
But anyway scolding them for their idiocy and stupidity is like real fun. Vents out all my frustrations ^^ But anyway I think they damn funny luh, scold people cheebai/lanjiao for what? -.- Like calling them a cb/lj like that. Stupid and funny people, are you blind? ^^ We’re not human organs, we’re humans. We HAVE cbs/ljs, but we’re NOT ONE. Okay? Think about it la (if you even have brains).

Haha okay bye. I go shower and revise liao.
Annyong~

P.S. In conclusion, they are air pollution (their body odours are able to spread to everyone in the room by diffusion VERY quickly = the smell is extremely strong, eww), waste of space, noise pollution (all that vulgar), 窝囊废。：）
Useless pieces of shit. Can’t even flush them down the toilet. Won’t even be bothered to waste 50 cents to flush them down. I pity their parents who have to put up with their stupid fucking idiotic attitudes.

WANTS.

OMG I CANT BELIEVE I CAME HERE AGAIN D’:
I want the Banc watch (white with blue screen), CLRIDE.n (SHINee endorsed; Onew style, blue) shirt and the Colonize-inspired hoodie (black)! D:
They cost SGD35, SGD30 and SGD35 respectively. All Singapore-based blogshops. GAH. Idk if I can buy or not, but I do want them so badly!
The hoodie is limited edition and orders close TOMORROW. ):
Also must pay by tomorrow sia, I can’t. Have to study. Stooopid right?!

FML!!!!!!!

Phobias

I fear lonliness, going crazy, darkness, and vivid dreams.
Just had a real vivid dream last night.
There were me, Andrea and Zhuoer inside! OMG it was so scary.
ARGH.
Okay, actually it’s nothing to be afraid of. Just… we were going down a staircase and there was darkness everywhere and it was so vivid.
I woke up eventually.
LOL. D:

Class outing troubles

꽃보다 남자 미친! :D

Hey (:
Bad mood today, troubled.

Discussion on Class outing is, was, always going to be a disaster.
I don’t care, whether the class likes it or not, we are going SENTOSA. Please lor, we gave you all a chance to give your views already. If you didn’t appreciate it then never mind, we’re gonna do it OUR way then.
I thought everybody agreed on Sentosa? 所谓“一言既出，驷马难追”，说了的话就不可以收回了，这个道理你们不懂？I didn’t know that we were going to ask for your views AGAIN yesterday. If I knew, I would rather not ask. Even if we did, all of you were supposed to agree on Sentosa, okay? We already MADE PLANS and everything, now you’re telling me, no sorry, we changed our minds.
Don’t give me crap about, “Not everybody visits class blog.” But those who went to class blog were the ones who agreed on SENTOSA, then now, changed their minds onto EAST COAST PARK. What? Influenced huh. By your crush? Just because someone you like is going there, doesn’t mean you should follow too. Just because your best friends chooses that one place, doesn’t mean that you must follow their decision. Boy, have you had no mind of your own at all?
If it’s about the cost, it’s the same everywhere else. Go ECP, never provide transport and food, still $5. Same with Sentosa or whatever place we want to go at the last minute -.-
Have you ever thought how hard it is for Peixuan? She’s scared you know. She didn’t want to be the one to tell the class our decision, the one to plan the outing, the one who must do everything just because she’s the Monitress. We’re all trying to help her but what are the rest doing? Playing with our heads, getting our hopes up, hating the same sex(for girls. Pur-lease, GROW UP! Support your sex at least. If the boys can do so why can’t we?!)
CONCLUSION; WE ARE GOING SENTOSA.
Don’t care what others think.
I know people are gonna hate me after this (: But honestly, if this is enough to break our friendship ties into half after so many months, I must say that our friendship was never really true. Just filled with lies, hatred, rage, jealousy, vengenance. (Just like the vampire nomads. They really only stick together for the convenience of hunting, just like Maria and Jasper. They never really liked each other for who they are, only to feed and win the vampire wars.)
We’re gonna send out RSVP invitations I think ;) And type out a formal letter to the parents and get them to sign and everything. If you’re not alright with it… , I can only say, we won’t care. It’s too late.

If you still don’t understand; Let’s face it then, the choice was never yours. The decision was long made, even before the thought of asking your views were formed in our heads. Call us selfish. We’re just like the Volturi (: The notion of killing the whole Cullen family was made before Irina called on Aro, Marcus and Caius to tell them the “sin” of the Cullens.

If you’re voting for the sake of opposing US, the organisers, the people you HATE, then what can I say? That’s prejudice. It doesn’t count then, because although love can make you blind, for your infomation, hatred has an equally strong power to blind you too.
Don’t be like Elizabeth and Mr Darcy? Wow, a great re-run it would be! -rolls eyes-

Bye. My gawd, everyone’s angry over this.
Hope this would be over soon >: